His first seclusion was in 1955, in Sueileh, Jordan, by the
order of Shaykh Abdullah Daghestani. He made seclusion for
six months.
He had two children when he was called by our Grandshaikh,
Shaykh Abdullah ad-Daghestani. He told him, “I have received
an order from the Prophet (sav) for you to make seclusion in
the mosque of Abdul Qadir Jilani in Baghdad. Go there and
make seclusion for six months.”
Describing that event, Shaykh Nazim says, “I didn't ask the
Shaykh any questions. I didn't even go back to my house. I
directed my steps immediately to the downtown. I didn't
think, ‘I need clothes, I need money, I need provisions’.
When he said, ‘Go!’ I went. I was drawn to do seclusion with
Sayyidina Abdul Qadir. When I reached the downtown, I saw a
man looking at me. He looked at me and he recognized me. He
said, ‘Shaykh Nazim, where are you going?’ I said, ‘To
Baghdad’. He was a murid of Grandshaykh. He said, 'I am
going to Baghdad myself!' He had at truckload of goods to
deliver in Baghdad. So he took me with him."
“When I entered the mosque of Sayyidina Abdul Qadir Jilani
there was a giant man closing the door of the mosque. He
said, ‘'Shaykh Nazim!’ ‘Yes’, I answered. He said, ‘I am the
one assigned to be your servant during your stay here. Come
with me’. I was surprised at this, but in my heart
there was no surprise because we know in tariqat that
everything is always arranged by the Divine Presence. I
followed him as he approached the grave of the
Arch-Intercessor (Ghawth
al-Azam) and I gave greetings to my
great-great-grandfather, Sayyidina Abdul Qadir Jilani. Then
he took me to a room and told me, ‘Every day I will serve
you one bowl of lentil soup with one piece of bread’.”
“I only emerged from my room for the five prayers. Other
than that I spent my whole time in that room. I was able to
reach such a state that I could recite the whole Qur'an in
nine hours. In addition I recited 124,000 Dhikr of the
Kalima (la
ilaha illallah) and 124,000 salawat (prayers on
the Prophet (sav) in addition to reading the entire
Dala'il al-Khayrat.
Added to that I was regularly reciting 313,000 ‘Allah Allah’
every day, as well as all the prayers that were assigned to
me. Vision after vision appeared to me every day. These
visions took me from one state to another until I was
Annihilated in the Divine Presence.”
“One day I had a vision that Sayyidina Abdul Qadir Jilani
was calling me to his grave and he was saying, ‘O my son I
am waiting for you at my grave. Come!’ Immediately I took a
shower, prayed two cycles of prayer and I walked to his
grave which was only some few feet from my room. When I got
there I began contemplating and I said, ‘as-Salam
alayka ya jiddee’ (‘Peace be upon you O my
grandfather’). Immediately I saw him come out of the grave
and stand beside me. Behind him was a Great Throne decorated
with rare stones. He said to me, ‘Come with me and sit with
me on that throne’.”
“We sat like a grandfather with his grandson. He was smiling
and saying, ‘I am happy with you. The station of your Shaykh,
Abdullah al-Fa'iz ad-Daghestani is very high in the
Naqshbandi Order. I am your grandfather and I am passing to
you now, directly from me, the power that I carry as the
Arch-Intercessor and I initiate you now directly into the
Qadiri Order’.”
When Shaykh Nazim had finished his seclusion and was about
to leave, he went to Sayyidina Abdul Qadir Jilani's grave to
say goodbye. Sayyidina Abdul Qadir Jilani appeared in the
flesh to him and said, ‘O my son. I am very happy with the
states you have reached in the Naqshbandi Order. I am
renewing your initiation to me through the Qadiri Order’.
Sayyidina Abdul Qadir Jilani then said, ‘O my grandson, I am
going to give you a token of your visit’. He hugged him and
gave him ten coins. Those coins were from the time he was
living in, not from our time. Up until today, Shaykh Nazim
has kept those coins with him.
Many times Shaykh Nazim was ordered to go into seclusions
which varied in length from 40 days to one year. He did many
seclusions in the city of the Prophet (sav). He said:
“No one ever had the privilege of making seclusion with his
Shaykh. I had the privilege of making a seclusion in the
same room with my Shaykh in Madinah al-Munawwara. It was in
an ancient room near the Prophet’s Holy Mosque. It had one
door and one window. As soon as I entered the room with my
Shaykh, he blocked the window by boarding it up. He gave me
authorization to leave the room only for the five daily
prayers in the Holy Mosque of the Prophet(sav).”
“I was ordered by my Shaykh to keep the practice,
Nazar bar Qadam (‘Watching
the Step’), when I walked to the prayers. By disciplining
and controlling the sight, this practice is a means to
disconnect oneself from everything except Allah, Almighty
and Exalted, and His Prophet(sav).”
“My Shaykh never slept during that seclusion. For one year I
never saw him sleeping. He never touched food. We were given
one bowl of lentil soup and one piece of bread each day. He
would always give his share to me. He only drank water. I
didn't know when night left and day arrived except by the
prayers.”
“Day after day and night after night my Shaykh sat reading
Qur'an by the light of a lamp, making Dhikr and raising his
hands in duca. For hours he would make dua (supplication)
and one dua never resembled another. Each one was different
from the other and throughout the whole year, he never
repeated the same dua. Sometimes I was not able to
understand the language he was using in the dua because it
was a heavenly language. I could only understand these duas
by means of the visions and inspirations that came to my
heart.”
“ One day I heard my Shaykh saying, “O Allah give me the
Power of Intercession, from the Power of Intercession You
have granted Your Prophet(sav), to intercede for all human
beings on the Day of Judgment to lift them up to be in Your
Divine Presence”. As he was saying that I was in a vision
experiencing the Judgment Day, and Allah, Almighty and
Exalted, was descending on His
Arsh
(throne) and judging people. The Prophet (sav) was on the
Right Side of the Divine Presence. Grandshaykh was on the
right side of the Prophet (sav) and I was on Grandshaykh’s
right side.”
“After Allah had judged the people, he authorized the
Prophet (sav) to intercede. When the Prophet (sav) had
interceded and finished, he ordered Grandshaykh to give his
blessings and to lift the people up with the spiritual power
that he had been given. That vision ended as I heard my
Shaykh saying, ‘Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Sir Nazim, I
got the answer’.”
“These visions continued. One day he told me after I
returned from Fajr prayer, ‘Sir Nazim, Look!’ Where should I
look, up, down, right or left? It came to me to look at his
heart. As soon as I looked at his heart a great unveiling
occurred to me and I saw Sayyidina Abdul Khaliq al-Ghujdawani
(qs) appear in his physical body and tell me, ‘O my son,
your Shaykh is unique. No one like him has ever come
before’. Then he invited Grandshaykh and me to come with
him.”
“Immediately we saw ourselves with Sayyidina Abdul Khaliq in
another place on this earth. He said, Allah, Almighty and
Exalted, has ordered me to go to that rock’, and we were
following him to a rock. He said, ‘Allah has ordered me to
hit that rock’. When he hit the rock an incredibly powerful
stream of water came gushing forth from that rock, the like
of which I had never seen before. Sayyidina Abdul Khaliq
said, ‘That water is coming out today and is going to
continue to pour out like this until the Judgment Day’. Then
he said, ‘Allah Almighty has told me that He is creating
from every drop of this water an angel of light, which will
be praising Him until Judgment Day. And He has ordered me by
saying, ‘O My servant Abdul Khaliq al-Ghujdawani, your job
is to give every angel its name. You cannot use any name
twice. You must name each one with a different name and
count their praises. You will divide the rewards of their
praises among the followers of the Naqshbandi Order. That
responsibility is on you’. Then that vision ended. I was so
attracted to Sayyidina Abdul Khaliq al-Ghujdawani and amazed
by his incredible task.”
“Visions continued to pour on me in similar fashion. In the
last day of our seclusion, after Fajr prayer, I heard a
voice outside the room crying. I heard one great voice and
many smaller voices like the voices of many children crying.
That crying did not stop, but I was unable to go and see who
was crying because I had no permission. The sound of crying
kept increasing and continued for hours.”
“Then Grandshaykh looked at me and said, ‘Sir Nazim, do you
know who is crying’ Though I knew that it was not the cries
of human beings, I said, ‘O my Shaykh, you know better’.
Immediately he told me, ‘This is Iblas (Satan) and his
soldiers. Do you know why they are crying?’ I said, ‘O my
Shaykh, you know better’. He said, ‘Satan announced to his
devils that two people on this earth have escaped their
control’.”
“Then I saw a vision that Satan and his soldiers were
encircled with a heavenly chain that prevented them from
reaching my Shaykh and me. That vision ended. Then
Grandshaykh said, ‘Alhamdulillah, the Prophet (sav) is happy
with you and I am happy with you’. Then he put his hand on
my heart and I immediately saw the Prophet (sav) and 124,000
prophets, 124,000 Companions, 7007 Naqshbandi Saints, 313
Exalted saints, the 5 Qubs and the Ghawth. All of them were
congratulating me and they each poured into my heart their
divine knowledge. I inherited from them the secrets of the
Naqshbandi Order and the secrets of the 40 other Orders.”
(mostly taken from
www.naqshibandi.org/chain/40.htm, please check this site
for more detailed information)